Where to start?

The past several weeks have been an emotional roller coaster, which is probably why I haven't written in quite sometime. I don't want to go into all the specifics of why bad things happen or why situations spiral out of control when the days started out so well.


What I want to talk about is the love I have for my husband. I look at him sometimes and shake my head especially when he tells me he didn't have time to do the dishes but played xbox for an hour, but seriously I shake my head in wonder, because I got lucky! My husband is everything my heart has wished and prayed for my whole life. He has qualities that I didn't even know were important until the past few weeks happened.


He truly is a man after God's own heart, no he is NOT perfect, but a man I trust, respect, and value. He makes me proud to be his wife.

He takes on the struggles and cares of others out love and compassion for them. He carries the burdens of his family without looking for anything in return. He studies, prays, and immerses himself in God's love and word even when people give him a hard time about it. He is a wonderful friend, and provider.

In times of sorrow and times of struggle, I am glad that God gave me a wonderful partner in life to lean on, hold hands with, and walk beside. I just hope he realizes that when people knock him down and say hurtful things to him, that I am always here to love him, to make him feel important, because he is the most important person to me!